Believe it or not, yesterday was my birthday. Officially 18! Don't really feel any different, but I don't suppose you ever do, do you? Anyway, not much for large celebrations, we just hosted a little get together at my house, for family and friends. It wasn't much, nothing elaborate, but It turned out to be the best birthday I've ever had. This year was important for me. Not because I was turning 18, but because this is my first birthday coming out of depression and anxiety, and it just so happened to be my claim to adulthood as well. It symbolized new beginnings. Things are getting better, I am getting better, and I was glad to have something important to celebrate. It may not seem like much from the outside, but this is the first time I've felt truly hopeful. The first time I'm truly looking forward to the future, and feeling like I can cope with everything to come. So, already an emotional time, my feelings were still a little mixed. With g...