During the dark times, I felt that I saw the 'true' nature of the world; that it was too cruel, too complicated, too imperfect. Too hard. And that it would be better, easier to just end everything, rather than deal with the world and all of it's systems. I felt that there was no point. That the world would always be this way, and I couldn't do anything to stop it, so why carry on? Why fight when there was an easier option? In these times, I felt that I saw the world too clearly, and that others lived in ignorance. If you feel, or have felt this way too, I understand. Completely. I understand how painful it is to stay here. How hard it is to fight against something that you agree with, and that you sometimes wish would win. 'If this is the case, then why fight at all?' I would ask. Why am I fighting something that I want so desperately? And guess what, I still don't know why I fought so hard, consciously or unconsciously. But I did. I am stil...